Where would I be?!

It's been awhile since I've typed anything on this blog. And I can't say I was too busy because I honestly don't know what I've been doing! So many things are happening at once! I have a tattoo of a cross on my upper left arm, and I am currantly hanging out with Michael, my morning friend at school, now my close cousin's boyfriend, and my future roomate! So yeah, alot has happened! I'm still unemployed :( but I will still try to get a job! I have been working with my uncle occasionally, and he has been paying me, which is a big help. I have money to pay for the first few months of rent! Right now I feel scared, and everyone tells me not to worry, but it's hard not too! Where would I be in the next month or two?!?! I have no clue!!! :(